How do i tell you
That i don’t love you like i thought i did?
That i don’t want you enough to wait for it
And how do i make this love last
When it never existed
Not even in the past
I don’t want to leave your embrace
But i don’t feel the same
I thought I enjoyed you
But not for you
It was for me
It was to fill the empty void in me
For the longing to be liked by someone so caring
The longing to have someone as my own.
I have been so inspired by people on youtube and people all over the globe who have done so many great things that I think I am going to brroadcast my own talents regardless if people like them or not. It will take a lot of strength to get out of my comfort zone but I will definitely show the world what I have to offer and what I can “bring to the table” <333
So from now on, you’ll be seeing:
my face in general
and all of the photos I take of my life in general.
Watch out world!!!
I literally don’t know what the heck and where the heck I’m doing or going right now. I’m always moody and crying and filled with utmost anxiety when it comes to college. As a Carribbean, your family and family friends are always wondering what you’re doing with your life and how you are going to survive as a J-school major and why not be a doctor and blah blah blah. then you have your mother telling you that you need to listen to what she says because she is the only one who knows truly what’s best for you and that’s why I regret A and B and C and how I should’ve done this even I got into one of the best programs in the nation. And now I’m crying because I had a full blown argument with my mommy and I was really upset that she brought up old things from the past and all of my mistakes were scrutinized and all of my decisions have been ridiculed. I am a person. I am the only one who knows what I want..and God is the only one who knows what I need. :’( I HATE COLLEGE TALKS AND PREPARING FOR IT. THIS YEAR HAS BEEN THE BEST AND WORST YEAR OF MY HIGH SCHOOL CAREER IN MORE WAYS THAN ONE.
has anyone else’s pandora been suckish lately. all my channels = no good.
so i found out today that i have a cumulative (of 9th 10th & 11th) gpa of 3.8!!! omg!! what is air! like omg i’m legit in awe.
I am concerned about how the government will ultimately make the decisions for me. So i researched some of Romney’s policies…
“Romney was against reviving the Fairness Doctrine, which required broadcasters to devote some of their airtime to discussing controversial matters of public interest, and to air contrasting views regarding those matters. Romney said, “I’d veto it if it ever got to my desk. And I would fight against it vehemently. The effort to try to impose the Fairness Doctrine on radio stations is, if you will, censorship Democrat style. It basically says we’re not going to let you keep talking about the things you want to talk about and the market wants to hear.”
This is not the man who I want to govern the country I live in. There is no way that he can control the media or the news that is broadcast…i want to be able to hear people’s different opinions on such matters and to be able to let my voice heard…after all this is America, the land of the free?